Christiane F. Wir Kinder vom Bahnhof Zoo

This weekend I watched the movie “Christiane F. Wir Kinder vom Bahnhof Zoo”(1981) which is a true story based on Christiane Felscherinow`s life . This story is all about her experimenting drugs at the age of 12  to fit in a group of old friends .At 14 she was addicted to heroin and worked as a prostitute in the Bahnhof Zoo(it`s a Berlin train station) .

The story is so tragic and sad and made me aware how easy it is to become attracted to the “glamorous” side of drugs when you are young.I enjoyed that movie because I found it very interesting to see how teenagers can live like that and I thought drugs were disgusting and I`d never want to do anything with it .

The movie is absolutely brilliant, it captures the atmosphere of being young really well: wanting to wear your mother’s heels, going to gigs for the first time, wanting to have big boobs as your friend and falling in love with guys who treat you like shit.

Last Tuesday, my class and I had to present to the 3èmes  a powerpoint explaining about some drugs .My group talked about the cannabis which lots of people have taken once or twice .

In my opinion, it went very well, we weren`t forcing them to not take the drugs, we let them know about it and it`s their choice whether the want to take it or not .

A sad Goodbye .

Hello world,

This week’s been a sad week for me, one of my best friends is leaving Brazil .

It won’t be the same without her by our sides, you know . It’s hard when you get used to someone and suddenly that person is about to disappear from your routine .It will be a new start for her, she will make other friends but I know that deep inside she is always going to have us on her mind, because friends never give up on friends .I’ve never been good at the speeches for weddings, funerals and goodbyes .The only thing I’m certain is that I’m going to miss her a lot .

I am the Juliet you’ve been looking for .

Do you really have to destroy every little memory of when it was you and me ? Don’t you feel sorry deep inside for the decisions we have made ? Have you ever truly loved me ? Do you think we can leave the past behind and live our love ? Why making me cry makes you so damn happy ?
Maybe I should just say get lost, but I wouldn’t mean it .Do you think we shall live our happy story with pirates and princesses, with frogs and white horses, with you and me together ?
Or perhaps our friendship will end because we were too foolish .
We had ups and downs, moments of happiness that I’ll always keep inside my heart like the day we’ve met .
I think my life will be incomplete without you by my side .I never loved someone like I love you. I can kiss thousands of guys but none of them will be like you .It sounds lame, but true .
If I could I would make a machine to go back on time, just to be with you .
My heart founds his place with yours, but you might be too childish to understand .
When we played under the rain together and you won the play, but I didn’t care because I had you there .

The story is getting old .

What’s on their mind ?

Passion red

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Since the beggining of the human existance, every person has different thoughts .Some of them developped these thoughts making poems, inventing stories, writing books, and so many other types .

For this post, I’m going to put one of my favourite poems :

“Roses are red,

Violets are blue,

Sugar is sweet

And so are you .”

Unknown Author .

My Brand New Puppy

When I first met her, my heart melt, it was love at first sight.

I felt like I have met her during my entire life, during all the last 15 years.

Her little brown-olive eyes moving all the ways and her sweet and beautiful fur were so charming.

Nowadays, I don’t know if I would be able to live without her, she is part of my routine now. Even though she is hyperactive, and is always waking me up jumping on my head, I love her with all of my heart.

One day, I was at the mall with my friends searching some books and my mom texted me saying that we had a new puppy, a maltese .

At first, I didn’t believe her .It was too good to be true .So, I called her a second after I read that message and it was like a dream coming true .My friends were so curious to met her and so was I, their first impressions about her were that she was adorable .The only negative thing about her was the name my sister choose to give to her, Petty, which means something trifling, but she means the world to us and the name wasn’t chosen on propose.

How do I get there ?

Don’t you have sometimes thousands of questions and you feel like no one can answer them ?It’s not a good feeling, most of all because you feel uncapable and lonely .I wish I had all the answers, but unfortunately I do not .I can only think the world is a huge place where you can find great and bad opportunities .
My dreams are based on my past experiences and of what my personality have become, and I can tell you I have a lot of dreams .
I know, you might think it’s stupid but having fifteen is not that big deal the adults try to make .You can be childish and at the same time very mature, you have only to know how you are suppose to act and in which situations .
I’d appreciate so much If I could make my parents happy, my life would be less imperfect. Oh well, what am I talking about ? The perfect life? Oh no, sorry for desappointing you but it does not exist .We can dream and dream even when we are awake .The doors are opens but how do we get there ?
And If someone asks you what you want to do with your life, don’t you take a breath and think before you answer ?and when you get stressed because you do not have that answer, what do you do ?
Is the perfect life too far away? or does it only exist in Fairy Tales ?

Thanks for reading 🙂

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First Post :)

Howdy World,

first of all, my name is Victoria , I love to talk and to travel around the world 🙂

honestly, I think it’s funny to meet new people from different countries. Well, you start learning more about their cultures, their habits, their way to live and it’s very interesting .

XOXO .